To Pop or Not to Pop

4.30.2013
I swear my body is pulling a Benjamin Button on me. I'm just now going through puberty. The face is a sea of planet pimples and I have no idea what the heck is up!

It's been almost a year now. Little by little my skin is getting worse and worse. I started going to a dermatologist and I swear it's not helping, but harming! How is that possible?! How have I spent THIS much money on skin crap that's just left my face dry, flaky, painful and red?

I'm getting to the point where I don't like to go outside or be in public. I feel like all one can see is my bad skin...I now know why teenagers wear their hair in Emo styles. Anything that hides the face!!! I had great skin and then I needed new face wash so I decided to believe a  blogger who was raving about her friends' skincare line. I tried it and BAM! Out came the first zits and it's been a battle ever since.

At this point I don't know what to do. My wedding's in four months...four very short months and I'm at the end of my rope. I'm currently doing light therapy to kill the bacteria, but these are some bad mama jamas chilling in my epidermis! They're not leaving without a fight...and my pour pores are going to feel the damage.

I've never felt so self conscious in my life! If you don't see me for awhile that's why. Makes me want to cry harder than a 13 year old at her first Bieber concert.


2 comments:

  1. You know I've had this problem for always and always! I feel you on the anxiety in public big time. I started using oil cleansing, and it's helped a lot. I use avocado oil or castor oil with a few drops of tea tree and lavender. Sounds counter intuitive, but it's the ONLY thing that has made a difference for me.

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    1. I actually just invested in some expensive argon oil because I've heard oil does indeed work...it's supposed to stop sebum production and protect. In the meantime though my skin is a HOT HOT mess. (Only been on it for a couple of days.) Sigh...This stuff is for the birds!

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