I don't know how I forgot the day, but July 29th marked my 7th year here in Los Angeles...
I've been here for SEVEN WHOLE YEARS.
I remember when I moved out here I was dating some dingle dork NFL player that told me I'd move back after a couple of months...he didn't think I'd be able to hang...didn't think I'd choose my dream over him. Ha! Funny how that worked out, huh?
It's been hard...the slow pace is maddening for sure, but I still think I have the power and magic to make this dream of mine happen. I'm lost...I have no idea what to do. I have no idea where to start, but I still have this tiny spark way down deep that says, "Just hold on a little bit longer, Tish."
Last night I had a dream that I was interviewing celebrities and I asked them if they had always wanted to act and if so, did they feel whole. I woke up before I heard the answers, but I was still inspired. I love when my passion finds its way into my dreams...Confirms just how much I love and think about it. I wake up thinking about acting. I go to sleep thinking about it. I worry about it a lot...I smile, too.
These past seven years have gone by so fast... There's been so much life, growth, but little reflection. Now that I'm at lucky seven I'm hoping to correct that. I'm hoping, wish, praying for some dream-come-true-action this year!