What My Dream Sometimes Looks Like

2.22.2012


Yesterday was a rough day...

I had been writing my agent for weeks only to find out yesterday that she had up and quit the agency without telling anyone. Snazzy, right? So now I'm sans anyone helping me. (Not that I was getting a ton of auditions anyhow)

Finding that bit of information out, combined with the fact that I had cancelled my first acting workshop for a writing gig that ended up falling through left me in a miserable state.

My appetite disappeared. I had a raging headache from all the crying and worrying and devastatingly negative thoughts...This is the pretty side of acting that the big time actors forget to mention.

All I wanted to do was crawl up into a ball and forget about all the heart breaks, all the disappointments, all the friends in the industry who have either screwed me over or ignored my pleas for help....

This is an ugly business filled with ugly moments. It's scary when you have no idea what you're doing, where you need to go, or what you need to do...

Here's hoping that I find my way...



1 comments:

  1. You will find your way. You sweet girl. You are already on your way. And you will get there. Keep your head up. And I'll be keeping my fingers crossed for you in the meantime. Much love.

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