There's a lot of changes in the works. I'm in that weird stage where I know I have to get creative and start making sure I'm making new changes, going down different paths...being the change I wish to see.
It's scary as heck! I swear each and every day I tell myself to start and finish the edits on my book. To start imagining that I get the things I work hard for. You think this would be a no brainer, but I'm a pessimist/realist when it comes to that stuff.
When I went to see that stylist with my gal pal Celina I had a conversation with her about this kind of thing. She asked what it was I did out here in La La Land and I said I was trying to be an actress and she put her hand up and told me to stop. Lots of people have given me the "You have to speak what you want" speech, but isn't there something to be said about a girl who physically hasn't acted in YEARS? Does that still make me an actress? What do I say when they ask what I'm currently doing?
Well I'm working for The Man somewhere in the hot arse valley.
Someone give me a better comeback for that question and I'll be good. I'll shout actress/writer as loud as I can...as hawd as I can for as long as I can!