Bo·he·mi·an /boʊˈhimiən/ Show Spelled[boh-hee-mee-uhn] Show IPA noun 1. a native or inhabitant of Bohemia. 2. ( usually lowercase ) a person, as an artist or writer, who lives and acts free of regard for conventional rules and practices. 3. the Czech language, especially as spoken in Bohemia. 4. a Gypsy. adjective 5. of or pertaining to Bohemia, its people, or their language. 6. ( usually lowercase ) pertaining to or characteristic of the unconventional life of a bohemian. 7. living a wandering or vagabond life, as a Gypsy.
My boss told me I was Bohemian the other day and I smiled. I am an artist and writer. BOTH DAMN IT! I know this...now it's just time for the big dawgs to know it. Come on dreams!!!
I've been in a weird slump lately. My creative juices are frozen. I can't really figure out if it's fear or lack of talent or what but I just can't seem to get my confidence together. I've been picking on myself a lot too...slinging about that imaginary timeline that I'm not adhering to. "You should be doing this by now, Tish!"
Dangerous! Peligroso! Warning Family Robinson!
I know it's bad and I watch my Oprahs so that I'm chilling the heck out and simmering my ego, but it's hard when you've been wanting what I want for as long as I have. I start to edit my book and the edits I've made hours before suddenly look like Greek. Nothing sounds right or feels right. Not a good space to be in...
All my horoscopes keep saying I'm ripe for creativity...that something great is coming my way. I say bring it on Universe! Mama is ready! I'm twitching! I'm feening so hard for a break. Come on!