Allergic to Goodbyes

4.18.2011
The girls left today. I swear we planned that glorious weekend for a frickin' year and just like that it was over.

I dropped Twinkie off at the airport at 5am so the tears were too tired to form when she was in the car, but the minute she got out and I saw her walking into the airport...NIAGARA FALLS.

sigh.

Came home. Went back to sleep for a couple hours and then J woke me up because it was her turn to leave. This time it's 9am and I've already cried once before so the tears are ready. We get to the exit for the airport and the water works start flowing. It finally hits me that my best friend is leaving and life will suck because I'll be going home to a sad lonely little apartment...AND it's supposed to start raining today.

God can be so poetically mischievous, can't He?

I plan to do nothing today. My gram called and started talking to me about J and how much she loves it when we get a chance to play and the tears started AGAIN...this time in Walgreen's. I've scared too many people today with my sad crazed look.

There's this weird feeling when vacations end. It's like all the things I was getting used to about mundane life suddenly is wayyy too much to bare. My friends being on other sides of the country, a boyfriend who truly digs his alone time and jumps for joy when I'm gone, a job that makes me want to stick my head in a toilet and flush...

This is that whole yin and yang stuff the big kids always warned me about. We'll give you amazing experiences, but you must prepare yourself for that period of suck that must and will come after that. "The honeymoon's over."

Today is my suck day. Tomorrow will be Coachella blog day. Way more fun to read. Promise.

5 comments:

  1. Ugh, I know the feeling exactly. My solution is always to plan something else to look forward to immediately! ;) So glad you girls had a good time!

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  2. I think you're right lol

    planning is in the works!!!

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  3. Yes, plan, plan, plan! Love you girl!

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  4. Thanks Tish, and Jenn, for making Coachella SO amazing and for welcoming little ole me into your friendship circle of awesomeness. But now that it's all over and I have to go back to regular life, it sucks 10 times more. Having a hard time readjusting to my regular lame life. Sigh.

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  5. I concur. You TWO are the bomb AND the whole explosion. Talk about having a hard time readjusting...I bawled like a baby literally ALL DAY lol

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