drama is drama for me right now...
i woke up at 2 am this morning and randomly checked my phone messages. the guy who runs my acting workshop had sent a mass email out congratulating a chick from class winning the stinkin monologue contest that i had submitted to a couple of months ago.
today i really dislike acting. i'm just gonna say it. i'm just gonna be ugly for a minute so brace yourselves...i can't STAND hearing about other people booking commercials. i can't STAND hearing that they win contests that are gonna propel their careers forward. i can't STAND hearing my agents talk about the economy jacking up the entertainment business and then telling me to keep my day job. i can't STAND the drama of drama.
this crap blows. i want to beat the 4 year old me upside the frickin head for even thinking going into this business was a fun idea.
i refuse to take any of it back either. it's out there...i hate drama's drama.