"I really, deeply believe that dreams do come true. Often, they might not come when you want them. They come in their own time."~Diana Ross
Oh I bombed it mighty bad on an audition yesterday. I stepped outside of myself and could see myself bombing. I kept thinking, "Tish you're blowing this! Stop reading the cards! Stop screwing it up! Smile! Stop looking like a deer in headlights! You're an actress for Pete's sake!"
...and then it was over. I had stopped talking. The man behind the camera gave me a pitiful smile and that was it. I walked out of the casting office. I hung my head. Grabbed some fruit from the grocery store so that I wouldn't be judged for parking illegally there and then went home; tail between my legs.
I know we all have our bad days. That was definitely mine. I just had so much going on in my head. It would have meant so much money...money that could have helped us out. It would have meant another bullet on my meager resume. Sigh...
Another day...another chance to make it, right?